GROWTH IN THE BOY (2021) [F]

Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR to you, my dearly unknown. I truly hope you discover, acknowledge, and honour your strength and the natural gifts you were put on this earth with, and prepare yourselves for brighter days ahead. In case no one ever shared this with you, you are a cosmic snowflake — one of a kind — and the world belongs to those brave enough to believe in their convictions. …Life is kind of like psychic warfare. Too much? I believe 2021 will be a year of stepping up. Since you are on my blog, I mean, you gotta be one of the coolest people I’ve never met, so please, I want YOU to have yourself a great year!

Secondly, f-r-e-a-k-i-n-g c-r-a-z-y last couple of months huh!?! I have been to the darkest corners of the web and seen things I will never, ever, ever, reveal to anyone ever. The dark-web is aptly named. I am strong willed and an optimist at heart, and my optimism is not blind. It is fueled by what I experience, see, and learn, so naturally I am like that rare animal that charges toward the fire to see how it can be overcome. Rawr. Getting burnt sucks, yes. Being unfairly judged, mistreated, or taken advantage of is no walk-in-the-park, but there IS a trade-off occurring during those utterly personal moments of defeat. Trust me, story of my life sees me starting from the bottom over and over again, like that cool movie with time manipulating aliens. Growth is the trade-off, or as Sister Wendy Mary Beckett (25 February 1930 – 26 December 2018) had written as a caption in a book under a captivating painting (see below), one I had read at the local library years ago and immediately adopted as gospel:

“There is divine reason in suffering.” ~ Sister Wendy

The Barque of Dante (French: La Barque de Dante), also Dante and Virgil in Hell (Dante et Virgile aux enfers), is the first major painting by the French artist Eugène Delacroix (1822)

As awful as 2019-2020 seemed, was, and in cases is still ongoing for many, there is a lot of GOOD CHANGE occurring as well. Keep this in mind — for all the sadness comes clarity and growth. Simply be kind and do good works, and my friend, you will be incorruptible. Ghastly behavior and wickedness has always been in the world. The big difference is now the ghastly are coming out of the dark towards us in the guise of protocol. Chocking on their own shame, they want to stifle the incorruptibles ever-growing propensity for being able to change the world without them. In case you’re wondering why, read the first paragraph again. We are all one of a kind. The most insidious trick is to convince us that we are in the same boat, but our differences is what will save humanity from itself.

(Sheeeiitt I haven’t written on this blog in soooo long, feels good homie)

Thirdly, it is revitalizing to start something afresh.

Yes, a new blog! Still a work in progress. More of the same but with less NSFWish content (to start with anyway hehe). I have hopes it evolves thematically towards writing/words/language/communication. Make it a space where I can be more personable. Hopefully monetized. But overall, there is no escaping from myself, so yeah it will likely still be the same old stuff just repackaged for a new decade. If you’ve read this far, well shucks, I guess I have to update you with that new URL when it is ready huh.

Thank you for being here.

I do wonder who could be out there visiting the digital footprints I casually leave behind. Although I have never made any attempt to connect, it’s sort of a new-nice feeling to have on the brain, just knowing that people are out there doing their own thing in the world is enough. None of this ‘please hit the like and subscribe button’ rigamarole (is there a German or Russian word describing this nice-enoughness? … S.T.A.L.K.E.R. No. … Enoiceness. …No. Idiot).

Fourthly-oh-fourthly! Thank you, Dad. You were the one who suggested I “start a blog” all those years ago. Casually mentioned. Very vague. Short and sweet but with monumental consequences. I know I don’t talk much, but I hope you know my love for you is implied in who I am in the world. I will never bring shame to your name. The man I have become is impart thanks to you and all the little things you have said and done. I am an observant sponge. I mean, helllooo, super cool blog writer. Although my best ambitions are unfulfilled at this time, I do have them. I’m not going to tell you I wrote this, so if you should be reading now please don’t tell me, in kind. It’s enoiceness.

Thank you all for being here.

~ Fin aka DarkintheBoy (2008-2021)

~ by Fionnlagh on February 13, 2021.

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