DARK IN THE BOY

Going to hibernate for a while
Feeling a little inessential
How I felt, down to the way she walked — I remember
Those butterflies telling of true potential.

Too deeply my heart aches
For rich were my dreams of her & us
What good are my expectations in this world
“Be given our lady’s bidding to discuss.”

One look and I see the embodiment of my desires
Unattainable
Therefore I must, to save myself from impending depression
Become the executioner of my own lust.

I will forget my dreams upon awakening
But honor the beauty she awoke in me from the start
And if we should never fall in love — take solace in knowing
In a way, we have become closer apart.

~ Fionnlagh

~ by Fionnlagh on June 25, 2014.

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